I am so numb, tired of death.  Lost my soulmate Jan. 2016, lost my aunt/second mom in Feb. 2017, now just lost her only son, my cousin last night.  How much pain can a person endure before breaking???

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Robin, I am sorry for your multiple losses. My husband, Kevin, too passed in January 2016 at age 51, and the doctor says what I am experiencing is anticipatory grief---because I am fearful how I can possibly endure another death, such as my daughter, sisters, or twin.  I think I could handle my parents, as their health is declining.  I need to change is my thinking not waiting for another loss and that is what I am so good at negative thinking, maybe that is how God wants me to learn.  Take Care, Ruthie

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