This January will be tough for the both of us.  I have been in so much pain, but it is weird as the year felt as it went fast.

I am sorry for your unexpected loss.  Its horrifying when it happens and you just talked to him two hours before.  My husband died on 1-7-2016 in a hunting accident and when the Sheriff pulled in the drive, it was the worst moment in my life.  I said I would never eat or drink anything, as he was not going to be doing with me and I wanted to be with him.  But, my body would not let me do it.  First I gave in on the water and went about a week with out food.