Time passes so slowly without you, still yesterday is a blur, a distant thought lost in everything that is out of my control. I cannot live in the past, I cannot accept the present, and the future is so dim without your precious light. I try desperately to feel anything past the hurt, but there is no margin between complete destruction and a vacant heart. Though continuous, at times I feel its strength over me build, as the trembling begins from the center of my soul demanding to surface. I… Continue

That is all I can do. It's been 1 month and 1 day since I lost my sweet beautiful daughter. I don't know who I am without her. I don't know how I've made it this far. I want to disappear. I wish I could fast forward my life. I miss her so much. I think of her constantly.. At work.. At home.. In my car.. She is with me everywhere I go and in everything I see.. Of course at work everyone is expecting me to be strong and keep myself pulled together.. So I do the best I can and literally fall to… Continue