Comment

Comment by Bern on March 13, 2013 at 10:16am

I feel so much the same. I look out the window, listen for the truck to drive up, sit at the dinner table, waiting waiting. waiting...waiting...my only son, why did you leave me? You told me that you was all I needed. Please come back. Please come back..My heart stop beating the day your heart stopped. My life will never be the same. 5 month..i have not heard or seen you. The pictures and video is not enough. You always made jokes at me..now..I just sit with a frown on my face everyday.My lips are turned upward..as if it was a permanant position.

Comment by Jodi Beres on March 13, 2013 at 1:49am

that is how i feel my husband passed away at 44 of massive heart attack in bed next to me.  I have never been so alone, or so broken.  I have lost both my parents and i didn't anything could be worse.  I just want to curl up in bed and never get up.  i hope this group helps me find some peace or any feeling other than pain.  So tired of the way everyone looks at me.

Comment by Pam on March 7, 2013 at 8:25pm

Thanks for your kind words Stephanie.

Comment by Stephanie Wilson on February 28, 2013 at 10:21pm

Losing people we love is so painful. I know the pain the fear and just wanting a little relief from the pain. Know you are not alone because thank God I found this group.