Iam going to buy the most outlandish designed sheet and put it on the bed.I suppose one could go one step further and sell the bed my wife sleeped on . Its almost new bed

everyone grieves differently (thats been said right!) I have some spells(flashbacks) of her last breath. This puts me on the ground,not literally.I gave most of her clothes to goodwill,keep some dresses. There is so much personal belongings both hers and mind.

You collect all this stuff and eventually you pass away naturally(I hope this happends for all of us) Iam inclined to get rid of more than I save.I don,t have the energy for a garage sale.I put some pictures of her on the mantle small ones. I don,t feel anyhting towards the pictures. Taking an idea from a member ,Iam going to start up some memories in the form of a journal or items that were asociated with her.

Iam tired

Iam tempted to erase this and do something else .I won,t

Dave