Go home tonight ,pour myself a drink (vodka) watch some TV go online and go to sleep. Tommorow I go with my stepson to a buddist temple (hes american but honoring his mother thru a buddist cermony) we go 7 sundays in a row. Buddist cermonies are tedious(no disrepect) I like a lot that goes on thou.

I need to plant some trees she got . hang some of her clothes in the closet shoes by the door.I was thinking I would toss everyhting or give to goodwill(which I will )but you know why not keep her sprite alive

Our lives tegether was difficult ,with mood changes designed to cut me off at the knees.Maby there was a lot of underlying reasons. I did some not so nice things in our marriage.However the whys or where fors are to just difficult to explain/She stuck out out but was I think was just  that,sticking it out

Dave