please god don't let nov 5 come, I cant go through another year, please stop my pain my tears and take me to my son.  my tears will never stop, my heart will never heal. and god im so very very lonely. shawn please  grab my hand baby im ready, I promise you im so very ready to go home with you. I hurt so bad, I have nothing left now. hear me shawn please hear me   I love you always and forever   mom

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Comment by kim on October 6, 2015 at 8:30pm

leah, thank you for the lovely e mail. im so very tired and want so much to be with my son, I want to hear mom again, and I love you. this is to much pain , I just cant keep going on anymore.             mummys memo,  I don't believe god chooses,  I don't believe he gives you what you can handle,  but I do know hes letting me suffer bad. I will never praise god  ever,  but thanks for careing                                                                                                                                             

Comment by Leah mc on October 6, 2015 at 3:56pm

There are no words for when a parent loses a child, not widow, widower, orphan etc because there aren't any words for this, no parent should have to go through this. It is wrong. All I can say is live for him, let him live through you, experience things how he would experience, when your time comes you will be reunited. X

Comment by Mummy's Memo on October 6, 2015 at 4:52am

It may not add anything to ur life what I'm saying, but life is a miracle itself.. God chooses and when he does its mostly for the sake of ur kid.. its all a test of patience and belief ..at a certain point u would suffer and not let ur kid suffer ! My mom now is in my imagination and I accepted faith because Angels let them know how we are and u should be happy so he could be happy and in peace! I would love him to be the way u will reach God more and praise god for having him at the first place ..so u two would live together under the Wings of God. My love to u.

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