a member here recommended a web site for me to read and get me thru my loss. 'recover from grief .com" I had some very good  information on grieving. As I read  more entries Iam overwelmed with the feelings and actions of those that I read about. So I truly don,t feel alone.

Iam no better than the next person dealing with loss. Iam do walking patrols and Iam in the staircase  unable to move because of a "flashback" from our life together,but I tell myself "move through it" Iam sure there will be a lot more flashbacks .

There are a lot of things I read on recover from grief that tell me Iam on the right track.Lets not kid myself Iam not even there yet but I hope I have taken at least a few steps

I ignore her clothes but I know I need to have some closure,another emotion wracked step. It a bad experience because here you are touching and putting away your loved ones clothes (or what ever you do with them) which makes it even harder to grieve . Alot of responsibility for someone that hardly had any. 

Whew Iam tired of blogging for today

Dave