no nothing like that ,just tired.Its like the common consenses is hurry and reinvent myself. Noo! The living room in the house where we lived is a disaster zone. Iam starting to go thru boxes of stuff we had and Iam even thnking of getting rid of her stuff (not!). Well anyway put it in boxes ,got to be that way. I have heard of some surviving spouses even repainting the walls. (no energy here) Defiantly on the hit list is old towels and sheets(excuse my spelling) One of these days Iam putting a sheet on the bed (eewww!!!)So I need to get out of my slump and get it together

Dave