We really did have a good time together.Iam sorry I wasn,t more intimate Iam really in a slump.Its horrible because even if you feel very very bad and just want to lie down and die you cann,t. I left home coming to work and I started to feel very  very lonely. (joke: he got so bad he died from the very very disease) sorry I thought it was funny. So Iam in a slump .I miss my wife on the other hand I had better got out and beat the bushes because Iam very lonely.

Iam going to make an effort Iam going to do something I don,t know what. Anyway Iam becoming tired.I have to work two grave yard shifts out of the week and it really screws up your schedule.

Dave