shawn, my heart is so broken, I cry all the time, yesterday was so bad, I never saw your bunnies for almost two days, then last night  there it was. I cryed some more. every min of the day I miss you so much, and love you behond words. I would give my life to touch you, to kiss you again, I ask every night for you to help me, I cant do this without you. I need so bad to feel you here. I smell your clothes every day, to feel you near me. I cant go on without knowing you are happy, and with mom. I pray you will come tell me. I need so very badly to hear  MOM  one more time, to hear you say  I LOVE YOU one more time. please baby give me your hand and help me, everyday is so dark, and empty without you by my side. only you can put love back in my heart, only you can bring back a small smile. its to hard to live without you, the tears wont stop , I love you shawn with every thing I have and miss you so much. my life, my love my baby forever,    mom