today july 28 at 4 in the morning  for the first time in almost 9 months, I heard my son,  as clear as if he were standing here he called me  MOM  I had been up since 1 a m I just could not sleep,  I went out front to sit on the veranda, it was raining hard and I just talked to shawn, begging him to talk to me in my dreams and crying hard.  my pills were not working but by 4 they started, I went back to bed and just started to drift when I heard him  say   MOM. I wanted so bad to  go with him, within mins I was asleep. I knew it was him his voice, to hear  MOM  after so long, all I could do today was thank him and cry. when I went to see him today I broke down bad like I do everyday.  I told him now I can hear you so please come tell me you are with mom and happy, I need this so bad. to know he loves me.  ill cherish  shawn forever, how I miss him and love him so much.  I know hes here  I know it,   love you shawn forever,  mom