I can't believe that you have been gone for ten years. It seems like yesterday we were fighting for your life. It was a battle you couldn't win though.I HATE OVARIAN CANCER! I was so angry at God for taking you away from us because you so wanted to live and be healed and he couldn't do that for us and it hurt me. I walked away from God mommy because I was so hurt but I came back to him because I couldn't hurt your memory like that. I feel so aimless since you have been gone because you were my rock and my anchor in life. You always knew what to do to calm me when I needed it or if I needed a hug you gave it to me. No one except Michael gives them to me now. I know you are up there with nanie and grandpa and dad having the times of your lives. I can see you up there doing the polka and drinking highballs. Nanie and Grandpa are singing in Polish and German and all is right with your heaven. Mom one day I will see you again and that is the day I can't wait for we will be with each other and God. I miss you Mommy so much! I wish you were here1 I love you!