I feel like my life is one huge waiting game. spent 2 years to find a closure to Bills death. Than derek Passing a year and a half later. Another waiting game. The kid that hit him has been going through the judicial system. watching my surving son eric hurting over the loss of his big brother and his twin.  all the tears we have had for them. the kid to a blind plea so a judge will decied  on his punishment they are capping his jail term to 5.5 years. This kid killed one and critical condition.  As we are hurting over our lose we think he needs to get more prison time. I think the prison time will be the easy part for him. He has to live with himself. That is the hard part. I am still mourning and greiving my two sons.  I am going to do a vicum impact letter, so i will be there when he is sentaced  As a mother who lost two I want to see him being led out of the courtroom in handcuffs. I am thankful I am getting closure.  Its not just me, the others he hurt too. So my waiting comes to an end. I pray I feel better with some closure. Pills the doctor gives helps me cope with it. Its a tool not a cure, I am praying for all of us who have lost close family. god bless everyone