I have ATT  DSL at home and the dam thing stop working(The DSL) I just want to call them and get rid of it.

I get in a fit of depression over my wifes passing that it really gets to be a bone crusher(in other words the depression just takes you over and you have to fight thru it) its awful.If she was here she would support me in keeping cancer coming back(another story) I had my prostate taken out and a good measurment to see if cancer has subsided is get a PSA blood test .So if the PSA goes up really bad,hormaon shots is the only thing now that would keep it at bay.

Its really bad for me with her being gone as she would always keep me in line at the same time there was a love of some some sort .So I have to make my mind up to get up in the morning and just push thru the day. Sometimes I think Iam just waiting to die,like I feel whats the use. After being married for 35 yr one cannot just shake off the feelings I had ,after all 35 dam years wheww!

 

Dave

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