Joe was from Ireland and since his death, I have not spoken to anybody from his family apart from his ex wife. I feel like I would like to be in Ireland to be at the funeral. I feel like the family did not include me, I was the one there with him, since he moved to the island!! I feel left out. And I was also there with him on the night of death!!

It becomes even more important to me to have a memeorial for him on the island!!