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- About Me:
- I live in Small Island in the Caribbean, called Dominica. I am an Assistant Manager, for a small resort. I love life, I am positive, and I am a hard worker.
- About my Loss:
- I feel guilt, because I was there when my boyfriend/best friend was murdered, I was unharmed. I feel hate towards the people who committed the act. I have not been able to sleep without the help of sleeping tabs. I feel empty and do not know the reason why!!! I feel helpless. I do not know what how I am suppose to behave towards my loss, are people expecting me to cry all the time, can i Smile when I remember the jokes Joe and I shared? I have just decided today to move back into the room we shared together, I feel like I am ready, I wonder whether I am really ready or not? And then I wonder what would Joe want me to be doing in this situation!! He was killed on July 31, 2011, I do not feel safe in the night, but I realize it will take a while to get rid of the fear. I just need to know if what I am feeling is ok and that I am not alone.
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My boyfriend and I managed a hotel, now that he has passed away the owners, have fired me. So along with me grief over his traumatic loss, which I was there to personal witness his death by robberies, I also have to deal with no job. Just how much can I handle?
I am just so tired!!
Posted on September 5, 2011 at 5:35pm — 4 Comments
Funeral Arrangements
Joe was from Ireland and since his death, I have not spoken to anybody from his family apart from his ex wife. I feel like I would like to be in Ireland to be at the funeral. I feel like the family did not include me, I was the one there with him, since he moved to the island!! I feel left out. And I was also there with him on the night of death!!
It becomes even more important to me to have a memeorial for him on the island!!
Posted on August 18, 2011 at 1:19pm
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Hi Emily, how are you doing? My name is Juliana, I really want to have a good friendship with you. I have something very very important I really want to discuss with you alone okay. Please my dear, I want you to write me back through this my email address okay: juliana4love_rubaian@outlook.com
I will defiantly look into "WHAT DREAM MAY COME" before my husband's passing I was so close minded to the afterlife. So many wonderful signs from my husband made me see so much clearer. Not afraid of dying anymore, used to be so afraid to fly but now I think my friend was more afraid then I was. You see the world so much different when losing someone close to you. You may know what I mean.
Have a wonderful week off enjoy it to the fullest. I wanna thank Joe and Shawn for our friendship as well. If you ever wanna talk on yahoo messenger my email is myangel0212 at yahoo
That's funny. Not like haha, but I've been doing the same thing. Everytime I hear a noise I tell him to keep it quite, I got to get some sleep and I thank him for being there for me and that I love him too. They are not there to scare us, but just to understand that they are still with us and that shows us how much they still love. Keep paying attention to his signs, they are sometimes not so obvious.
The author is George Anderson(medium) and Andrew Barone. You can also go to George Anderson's facebook page to check out what people say about him. Don't just take my word for it.
So sorry for your lost. He seemed like a very nice man, and who knows why good men have to leave us so early in life, when the bad ones are all around.
Just know he is watching over you and I can also relate with the in-laws. My husbands side doesn't try to communicate but that's ok. People seem to distance themselves from the girlfriends or wives when there partners die. It just some people's nature.
If you want something to read try looking for The Garden Of Souls. It explains how they are closer to us now then they were here on earth. I carry the book around with me and it's given me great pleasure, I hope you read it and let me know what you think. "Walking In The Garden of Souls" sorry.