Well 2 Fridays ago I learned of my father's passing after almost a year of not being contacted by any of his family and that was a blow to my heart, I cried and cried for about a week straight, and just started to feel like I was getting back to some normalcy here a few days ago....started being able to sleep through the night again without waking up to strange sounds or depressing dreams...and now yesterday my beloved dog of 11 years passed away....crying again all day on and off,  laying with my fiancee in bed and crying, one of our other puppies would come cuddle with us in bed and it would make me think of him, so more crying....got about 3 hours of sleep last night. I dont think I can take much more. What else is going to happen? Who else am I going to lose? I feel like I'm about to lose it. :(