On october 18 it will be my friend, Matts, 1st angelversary. Can't believe it has been a year since that terrible day. I remember everything like it were yesterday. Hearing the call go down on the scanner, looking up the address and going completely pale realizing that it was matt, going to jenni's to break the news to her, going to be with deidre and talk to/console her. Wow. 

Holidays are coming up and that is when I miss my friends and family the most. Holidays are the time of year to hang out and make memories with your friends and family-but it is during those times that I miss my family and friends more because they are not here to celebrate with the rest of us.