today my shawn sent me a baby bunnie, I cryed again. when I went to see him this morning, I thanked him and sat on the grass crying my heart out. I cry so much everyday and night I just don't know where it comes from.i miss my shawn so very much, god how I want him to come home to me. I smell his clothes every day, to feel him with me.im so lost, empty and I feel so much in a black dark hole without him. the love of my life forever, my shawn.