1 year today was forever life changing. We were a family and in matter of seconds went to become a widow and only parent to our son. I miss you more than ever as each day goes by. Time has not seem to heal my pain. Things are different and cant seem to get used to the idea that you are gone, gone for 1 year. I had sweared that I could not be without you for a single day, now how is it that I have been without you 365 days!. Maybe I am beginning to believe what you often said to me: "God never gives us anything, he knows you cant handle".

It hurts too much at times to know that you are no longer here with us, and we are no longer a happy family as we were that very last night we spent together. I questioned and ask, Why?, Why? you, why us?, why our son without a Dad?.

Our son, does not hold a PHD or is yet to be any doctor, and he has helped me face this year with strenght, as no psychologist or doctor has done. I see him, it breaks my heart to hear him ask for you, his "dad". He is the result of our love together that we shared. You will be in him forever!.

I know that Love is Stronger than Death and want to believe that we will see each other again soon!