I think I've come to the conclusion that I may actually need to do something about the way I've been feeling. I'm not so sure it is "normal", whatever that means anymore. It's been 2 and a half years since she has been gone. That is two and a half years of raw painful grieving. I just keep thinking it has to lighten sometime but the truth is its just getting worse.

Truthfully, If it was acceptable for me to stay home and in my bed crying and sleeping instead of moving on with my life, I… Continue

I've never really blogged before but I used to keep a journal. This is all new to me but I figured it was time to Get my feelings out somehow.



It has been two and a half years since my mom died. I have been on the worst ride of my life these past few years. I feel as though I am at a stand still like I will never feel better. I just keep wishing she were here. I just can't help feeling bitter and angry that she's gone.



I am 23 years old but I feel like a child . I just… Continue