I lost my wife Jodi on June 16th. At the time it was like any night but change quickly. Before I knew it I was back home alone cleaning up stuff left by the EMT`S. It then hit me. I was like this is a dream but my heart knew.I did not know I could cry like that. Then it began the start  answers that I could not be given truly and people just asking how over and over. I could not hear there words and did not know what to do next.I knew my wife wishes because we talk about it here and there.…

Dear Mom & Dad,

Today is my birthday. & I have so much happening in my life. B & I have a new home, I can't believe we're home owners but we are! It needs some work, but it's ours to work on! & we're getting married this summer, can you believe that? I'm not so little anymore am I? Soon enough we'll be having a family of our own & i'll become mom just like you once were. We have so much happiness & joy happening around us, & some how all I can think about is…

Life is getting easier, now that I've come to terms with the fact that I've still got one. My kids are coping, and I'm coping. We've started picking up the pieces by just bending over and doing it!

I've got school and employment in the pipeline, I've started repairing my credit so we can someday buy a house. I've started reinstating my authority with my children and acting as head of household. We have our bills paid, we have food in the kitchen, and we have lots of time in…