on the dec. 14, 2010 will be 7 months since my mom died and im sad. tomorrow also is the birthday of the man who killed my mom and himself. I honestly dont knowhow to feel about it... im so tired of all the sadness and the depression im so tired of feeling angry.im sadbecause ever since my mom died my world has been turned upside down. my mother was the glue in our familyshe was the one who rememberedb-days the one who did all the holiday cooking with me helping her, she wasthe one who kept…

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i feel like after my mom died ijust shut down completely i dont know how to be the person i use to be when she was alive. i feel likeive lost my way and there is just know one that even bothers to help me to find my way back. some times i dont even feel normal i feel like a totally different person. even my boyfirend says it all the time. i feel like i cant get a hold on my emotions and i feel sometimes like im losing my mind. i get scared that i will always be like this and my boyfirend will… Continue