I feel so empty inside.  I am literally on auto pilot.  Going through the motions, and telling people what they want to hear, so they will stop asking me how I am, and go away. I know they are just being caring, but I am tired, and exhausted.  Too exhausted to keep explaining that I am not ok, I am dying inside, so instead I just say "Yeah I am ok."

Does it ever end, or will I spend what time I have left on this miserable planet in misery, and heartache.  Because I feel that…

I really hate when people say you need to move on.  Really????  Are you kidding me???  How can I ever move on???  You meet that one person in your life who was your twin flame, your love, your life, your soul.  Its only been 3 1/2 months for Gods sake.  Its so hard to deal with this and with people who have never been through it.  They think you can just move on, just like that.  God forbid it ever happens to them, but when it does they will be in for a huge shock.  I will never move on.  I…