I think I've come to the conclusion that I may actually need to do something about the way I've been feeling. I'm not so sure it is "normal", whatever that means anymore. It's been 2 and a half years since she has been gone. That is two and a half years of raw painful grieving. I just keep thinking it has to lighten sometime but the truth is its just getting worse.

Truthfully, If it was acceptable for me to stay home and in my bed crying and sleeping instead of moving on with my life, I… Continue