i feel so depressed in about 2 weeks and 2 days i will be having my second child and my mom wont be with me. my mom was there for the birth of my first  and i was so happy to have her there. now its just gonna be me and my husband there and half the time we are arguing. im so ready to have this baby but not looking forward to not having my mom there. im naming my baby after the two most important women in my life my grandmother and mom that both passed away. its so hard not having anyone to…