i google how to survive the death of my child , and the results are insulting there are none really other then the ones offering to sell you books or the ones offering to sell you God or 20 steps to surving the death of your child the rest of the results are how to save your marriage after the death of your child um i dont know about the rest of the people here i honestly dont give a flying fuck about trying to save a damn thing i barely can save me right now any how my point you put in sex…

It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.

when i cry now i cry differently  , i hear my self howl at times and try to quiet myself and my tears are different as in size whats weird and  what worry s me is how or why am i noticing such trivial
 things ? am i losing my mind sure feels like im closer each day to insanity.