I am tired .. Tired of missing him, wishing he were here. Tired of hiding my tears and crying. Tired of trying to be strong when all I want is him home with me. I can't seem to be able to talk to anyone about my son. the sad thing is I feel like I am offending people when I do talk about him. I understand they just don't know what to say. Because my son was an adult most of the people i know now  did not even know him. so it is difficult for them. most of all I just miss him