Hi Tina! How are you? I think I am getting to the "anger" phase suddenly! LOL! I just feel sooo disappointed in people lately. Do you feel that way?

Hi! How are you? I've been staying very busy to try not to lose my mind--- ya know? My emotions are all over the place!

Court was SICKENING!! The defense attorney actually came over to me and tried to tell me that the "poor kid" who murdered my mom did not deserve the death penalty because he has "issues"!!! Issues?!? I've got unbelievable issues because of my mom's murder! They are acting like the killer, who was on parole, when he killed my mom is the victim! Meanwhile, the killer's girlfriend was sitting behind me was blowing kisses to him and they were mouthing the words I love you to each other!!! Can you imagine? Has the whole world gone mad???

i feel the same. its so hard talking to people that dont understand only people that actually went through what you went through or at least simular to it cand understand and could actually gives you the support you need to get through. im just so greatfull to have people like you guys to make me feel like im not alone and still make me feel like i have a family that welcomes me so much. take care talk to you soon

i know wht u mean about your mind doesnt stop but even me i have a job a child and a boyfirend but my mind never stops thinking about my mom everyone tells me i changed and its that you just cant be the same person after a tragic loss like that there is just no way in hell you could stay the same. my brother and i ever since my mom died we barely keep in contact he is more griefing in side type of person and its hard for me because i need to let it out it just seems like none of my family really wants to talk about it or even mention it for that matter

i hope the same for you. to have that peace of mind. i have to pass by the apartment of my mom everyday then i got to work because its only like 3 blocks for my job and i know who you feel its like ur heart sinks because thats where her last breath was and its so agonizing because nobody understands or they only care for a moment but after a while nobody really remebers they just continue to live there lives as if nothing happened but only the ones cloest to her will not find relief for the pain. those officers dont care because in there mind it happenes all the time . my mothers cousin died when i was 9 months pregnant and he was going to work and a druck lady driver hit him and he died instantly and the woman was not arrested on charged for his death at its just so unfair because no 1 is held responsible and those peoples voice will never be heard so they cant defend them selves in court or anything of the sort. just like the guy that killed my mom i will never have justic because the coward killed himself and he didnt desever to even die next to her in my eyes its just people are so selfish and you really cant do much about that