Courtney Rice
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Too many lost, too much grief, too alone.
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And yet, somewhere out there I may have surviving birth family members. Basically shut-in, chronic pain and major depression for many years. And now, again? I don't have survivors guilt - I have…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Courtney Rice Feb 1, 2010.

 

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About Me:
I was adopted so there's possibly family out there somewhere, and I need them now more than ever.
About my Loss:
I have lost everyone close to me. Most recent, my boyfriend of 8 1/2 yrs in the beginning of Dec., whom I married at bedside. My entire adoptive family, my husband of 14 yrs., my best friend, another close friend, and the man I wanted to spend my life with when I was 23. I was born on Christmas eve. Not so merry anymore. I have suffered depression and chronic pain for many yrs., and now I don't even have my sweet Michael. Too many angels, not enough contact.

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How much is a person expected to take?

Michael's mom passed away today. The loss of him was too much for her. And so I've lost another. This is the second time in my life I've had back to back losses. My dad and husband died less than two months apart in early 2001, widowing my mom and I at the same time. Now Michael and Alice (mom). My existence at this point is beyond comprehension. And Michael's poor brother! His dad, brother, and mom in less than 3 months! His entire family-gone! Just like that! I've lost my entire family too,… Continue

Posted on February 2, 2010 at 11:38pm — 2 Comments

How do I get with one of the counselors in here?

I'm Courtney Rice - a new member to several groups as I've lost pretty much everyone close to me and I'm basically a shut-in. I Really need help. I just went through Christmas And my birthday alone as I lost my Michael early in Dec. He was in ICU on his birthday. Please, will one of the counselors contact me? I don't know if distance matters but I'm near Gilroy, Ca. Desperate for contact.
Courtney

Posted on December 30, 2009 at 2:15am — 3 Comments

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At 1:33pm on December 31, 2009, Angela S. said…
Yes it is... We are both trying if that we can barely speak to one another but we are trying. I think everyone should support each other on a time like this. Through it's hard when the family or the friend don't support you during the beginning of the grieving and you feel yourself losing your mind and try to figure out who you are again as this new person.
 
 
 

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