hello hope this finds you in a good place  me my self have been away  for a while as I see you have to    so I'll stop here  and say thank you  for you kind words  yes   I'm 47 this year  june 24 and I never thought I'd be with out my love either  it's funny weird  and sad all at once   take care  if you write me I'll write back  promise  take care   god bless 

wow  your almost a  year huh? i cant imagine how im gonna be when i get there thats scary im only 45 days in   thank you for your  kind words  there needed  at this time   13 years married we made it to 14 but also we were  2gether for 26 yrs thats the hard part for me its more than half of my life im 44  years old and just cant figure out what to do enymore now that im alone  well enough of that for now thank you so much  for writing me plewase keep incontact  enytime   joseph

I agree, Brenda is a great name. My profile picture is of my father in law.  He passed away two years ago, the other picture is of my brother in law who died of a pancreatic cancer take over Sept 5th this year. Thank you for asking.

Our family is still reeling for the swiftness by which pancreatic cancer took Roger - less than one month. There is no early detection with pancreatic cancer. But this does not compare to your situation. How are you coping? 

Brenda

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im am sorry 4 your loss i know you must hear that a lot trust me i do  to and i hate it but im only 40 days in on my 365 day year  so far im holding things together while watching everything fall apart in my life  and this sudden death thing really sucks for me because it make me feel like in a way my wife was murdered we never knew including her that she had this just one day at one moment she was talking and stuff the next she was gone like a light switch i dont know how your michael passed or if your at that point  to talk about it but if you ever need or want some one to talk to im hear for you ok once again thank you  for the kind words  my prayers are with you

Hi Brenda, so sorry for your loss, I also lost my husband fast, he died instantly while trimming tree branches, he fell and I never saw him again.  It has been a year for me and he was the Love of my Life and best friend, those  first months were so painful I didnt think I could make it.  But with the help of family and a few close friends they helped me through the pain. I know it seems like it will never get better, but believe me it will, baby steps.  It never goes away, but it does get better little by little. and it helps to talk to other people about it, when you share your pain it makes it more validated. hope this helps....Cathy...I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts