losing a bestfriend

i am 20 years old. i lost my bestfriend to an overdose. it will be two years this july. i cannot let go. all i do is think about her from the moment i wake up to when i go to bed at night. i cry everyday. all my thoughts are consumed with her. i dont talk to anyone about it. its not healthy and im scared.  i need help.

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Permalink Reply by Shannon Finley on January 14, 2012 at 2:35pm

Jen,

I'm 21, and in May of last year I lost my best friend. The official cause of death was overdose, although we know he didn't, we think it was what he took mixed with the medication he was on. I know exactly how you feel, he's always on my mind, and I can't let him go. I only talk to one person about him, and even though I tell this person most of what I feel, there are quite a few things I keep to myself. So I know exactly how you feel. I don't have anything to say to make you feel better, because I'm still trying to make myself feel better, but just know that there is someone out here that knows how you feel, and currently feels the same way. If you want someone to talk to about her, you can message me anytime. I'd love to have someone to talk to that feels like I do.

All my best,

Shannon

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