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Comment by dream moon JO B on September 29, 2016 at 5:55pm

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why say it wen my poor dad died id rahr of herd truf nomatr how ba d truth sonded u cud say

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Comment by Lisa Green on April 21, 2016 at 8:41am

Barbara, I can hear your pain in your post and I too, like you have a strong faith in God but I have found myself questioning what went wrong when my Mom died two months ago. I think those questions will haunt me the rest of my life. I find comfort in knowing my Mom was a christian and loved the Lord so I know she is in Heaven with Him now and is much happier without any pain or responsibilities to stress over like we all do here on Earth. But, I miss her terribly and love she poured out to our family. I have three children of my own and as hard as it is to have lost my Mom as close as we were, I know losing a child would be even harder. I don't have words to help you but know that I and others on this site are here to listen. We are all hurting and looking for answers. Answers that will only come when we meet God in Heaven ourselves. I feel guilty often times because I question why God would let my Mom go through so much pain and suffering with her illness and then take her from all of us. I imagine we all question Him when we lose a loved one, especially one like your son who was always there for his family. My heart breaks for his young children and wife who is left to hold it together now for her children when she too must be suffering greatly. I dealt with drug addiction in an ex husband and it is a powerless thing to experience. Drugs rob our loved ones of who they are. It is very hard to watch someone you love go through it and it truly makes you feel powerless. God Bless You Barbara! One day at a time!

Comment by Barbara Ann Thomson on September 21, 2011 at 5:53am

Lost my son 4 weeks ago.....still can't believe he is gone at times, still wonder, how did this happened?..I have a faith in my Lord Jesus and I know God is there for me and my loved ones and I also know that my son Robbie is with my God in Heaven and is fine....It is hard for us down here though and the grief that comes over you  and I so wished I could be with him at this moment....

 

I dont understand why things happened as they did in the end but I do know who has the answer and one day so will I.  He was a gentle, old soul.....He left behind a daughter (17), and 2 sons that are (4 & 6).  So much suffering in their lives and in his wife's life now.  My grandaughter is in the hospital; she wanted to harm herself and she is still there getting help...I am thankful for the help she is receiving but so much is having to be dealt with in this kind of loss. 

 

He died in his sleep.  He was an amazing son who came home everyday to his family and was a good father, but after living 40 years this way, he took this last year and started taking drugs (cocaine and oxycon);  it is heartbreaking and we all are suffering deeply from how his life ended....after all these years of him being there for all of us and loving his family deeply...but then this....I know from what I heard about in his last 2 weeks that God was calling him and he turned to God and now God has taken him home and I know he has peace and because of this, I have  been given peace too by knowing where he is; but I try to understand what happened to my son when he was with us down here...It is a heartbreaking loss.