Numbness....

I've been so depressed lately. I need to know how I can move on from this betrayal. Why would my so called friend tell us we can adopt her baby then go in for an abortion and tell us she had a miscarriage? Who does that? I am so lost its all I can think about it consumes my thoughts every minute since I found out the truth. It a huge loss. I wanted that baby so bad, I saw it's little hand and body on the ultrasound picture. "My friend" even went with me to check out baby items all along knowing she wasn't pregnant. She used us like we were pawns in some sick game she was playing. I know it will take time to heal and move past this but I wish that was now. I guess I can solace and peace in knowing that, she has to live with what she did for the rest of her life. She went on Valentine's day 2/14/12 she deceived us all no one seems to understand how I am feeling this isn't a normal loss. A miscarriage couldn't be helped but the abortion could've been she chose to take this baby away from me. I am so numb. 

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Permalink Reply by christianlee on February 25, 2012 at 8:23am
Sorry Brittany ...no that's not a nice thing to do especially if you called her a friend. Thinking of you. Take care
Permalink Reply by christianlee on February 25, 2012 at 8:23am
Sorry Brittany ...no that's not a nice thing to do especially if you called her a friend. Thinking of you. Take care
Permalink Reply by christianlee on February 25, 2012 at 8:23am
Sorry Brittany ...no that's not a nice thing to do especially if you called her a friend. Thinking of you. Take care
Permalink Reply by christianlee on February 25, 2012 at 8:23am
Sorry Brittany ...no that's not a nice thing to do especially if you called her a friend. Thinking of you. Take care

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