Hi Barbara,
I know exactly how you feel and wanted to share my feelings with you. I lost my wife after 36 years in a terrible car accident on 12/21/10 and my life completely changed. First year was a drag because I was recovering myself from 5 surgeries due to the accident but now the loneliness is hitting me hard. If you want to talk pl send
me email at raj.sabharwal@verizon.net. Just wanted you to know that you are not alone... There are many like you and me. Don't know why it happens...
Regards,
Raj