Thank you Raj. I really appreciate your kind words. The pain of losing your spouse is indescribable and not many people can fathom it. I keep you in my prayers. 

Thank you for sharing.  It helps.  There are so many people that don't get it and their worlds are the same and ours are forever changed.  I'm glad there are people like you that can empathize with me.

I am very sorry for the loss of your wife.  I lost my sister in the same way four years ago.  I lost my husband four months ago and i don't know who I am any more.  I had 24 years with him and that was not nearly long enough.  I wish...that is a funny expression...I wish...when you think about it wishing doesn't do any good and life goes on with or without us.  I hope to talk to you soon.  Glad to add you as a friend. 

Kelly Perkins

Hi Raj, I have tried to send you several emails today but I don't know if you got any of them. Please let me know ok. My email address is chloe.damar@aol.com

Hi Raj,  I wish I could say something that would make you feel better.  I know it is terrible when our loved ones that have passed birthdays come around.  Its hard for me too.  My husband's funeral was on Valentine's Day.  So, now, even if I dare to fine love again, Valentines Day will always suck for me no matter what. Love, Chloe

Hi Raj, I haven't heard from you and I am getting worried. Please write me back ok. Chloe