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Comment by Jesse's Mom on December 25, 2015 at 10:33pm

Thinking of everyone tonight...missing my son more than words can say. The constant internal dialog is so tiring...I still cannot believe this is my life. Sending gentle thoughts to all, wishing for dreams of our children...

Comment by Lynn Williams on December 25, 2015 at 5:30pm

Love and hugs to all

Comment by Ammy on December 25, 2015 at 3:22pm

Thinking of you all and sending my hope that each of you finds some peace today.

Connie, I hope you will stay safe while away and that somehow your time with the family will not be so painful.

We had company Wed & Thurs so I have been able to spend today quietly with my own thoughts.  I can't celebrate on Christmas day anymore.  Have been keeping myself busy on the computer so not to be thinking so much about our son, but then I go and watch videos or look at pictures for awhile and then have to distract myself again.  I sometimes feel like I'm in a revolving door.

Sending hope and love to all.  Take care of yourselves.

Comment by Jill E on December 25, 2015 at 2:30pm

Over half the way through. But it also means my youngest will be leaving soon to go back to San Antonio.
Hugs to all. Joshie-I love you beyond words. WYWH

Comment by Tammy black(Zendt) on December 25, 2015 at 11:40am

Everyone have a blessed day. I can feel my Amanda is here in spirit. And that makes me smile.

Comment by Teresa D. on December 25, 2015 at 11:24am

PEACE to all!

Comment by Jane P on December 25, 2015 at 8:14am

Praying for all of us today.

May God be gentle with us on his special day.

May he give us the strength to get through this.

xxoo

Comment by Lynn Williams on December 24, 2015 at 8:27pm

I have decided to go to church service tonight. It will be the first Xmas mass I have been to in many years. I didn't, put up any decorations or a tree this year. We will have to put our hound dog to sleep he is not eating at all. My husband is falling apart over this. When your child dies it seems impossible to carry on the old routine. I will be glad to see Monday come. Safe travel Connie.. I know how hard it is to pretend everything is normal when it will never Be that again.

Comment by Dolly on December 24, 2015 at 3:55pm

Connie... we are far from the rest of our families and never see anyone on Christmas... so at least I don't have to act out any 'joy' on demand... not that you said that... just that I feel like that lots of times in public places or with other people even friends.. I have to just act like I'm fine and talk about stuff that doesn't matter.. with most ... and I don't really want to talk anyway.. just get lost in my memories and lost in movies with my husband and Bo....

Comment by Vasanthi S on December 24, 2015 at 3:31pm

Connie, u r in my thoughts, Dolly, its ok we ARE angry too, Jill thank you and thank you all my dearest friends. Teresa I can visualise the tree shining bright, Thank you.

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