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Comment by Theresa on February 21, 2014 at 9:46am

Anniversary of Branden's passing in a week. You would think that by now I would not be so affected but wrong. It hurt's so much especially now even more so since I just lost another son and my husband just a few months ago. This pain is making me not want to even come out of my room. I feel like I am just in a replay all the time.  I feel so done now. Just wish I could be with them.

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on February 21, 2014 at 1:41am

Thinking of you all. Karen we haven't heard fom you. Praying for everyone. This grief is taking me out. Whom ever decided that time heals has no inkling of how wrong that is. At least when it applies to the loss of a child. My heart aches to see my boy again. So many days that have turned into months and now a few years. I miss him more. I'm sure you all feel the same.

Comment by Connie K on February 20, 2014 at 5:33pm

Very sweet pic Dolly

Comment by Davi Burford on February 19, 2014 at 10:54am

Dolly thank you for sharing those words. I just did not know how to put it into words how I have been feeling but you just did. Thank you again. hugs and prayers to lift you all up today.

Comment by Michelle W on February 19, 2014 at 3:05am

Adrianne,
I am not religious just superstitious and yes I believe that was a sign.. How beautiful... I go to Pinterest once and awhile when I'm down to escape and I believe a teacher my son had for kindergarten and first grade reponned a pin ... We no longer live in her town ... At least for ten or more years... It was odd and I feel it was a sign.., it wasn't a persons name it was Mrs Williams.... My son just thought the world of her... She started his journey in the gifted programs.. She made him so confident and successful ... It just breaks my heart ... I too asked him for a sign at valentines day and I have the card from first grade were he asked me to be his valentine.. With mrs Williams ...I'm sure Adrianne it also broke your heart alittle....and Jane, I explain to people who don't understand why I m not over it yet... I am just here waiting for my time to be done... I could never experience the joy I had when my son was alive again.. That true happiness...it would never ever be the same...the innocence of thinking I would watch him through college , marry him off, be a grandmother and some day he would be stuck taking care of me.... The poor thing is used to think... And still do now....so knowing it will never be the same I am existing till till it is my time... Just sad.. Empty in a way.. But I love my daughter but I don't feel I can save her or anyone anymore from all the bad of the world.. It just grabs someone new each day..

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on February 19, 2014 at 1:30am

I didn't get the sign I had hoped to get on Valentines (my sons birthday) that I had hoped to get. I spent the afternoon at the cemetery. Saturday I went back to work. Pretty depressed. Sunday I had a baby shower to go to. My jeep needed washing so I washed it. When I sprayed the glass cleaner on the front window it started to run and there was a huge heart on my window. I just sprayed the glass cleaner on very quickly. No thought to how I was spraying it. Just like I always do. My sons birthday was Valentines day! I keep asking myself if I'm really slipping through the cracks. But I know I saw a heart.

Comment by Bern on February 18, 2014 at 10:50pm

My only son was shot in the head above his left eyebrow 9/30/2012. My son went to a girl house he knew to get his things. The girl (Charly) told MOBILE, ALABAMA POLICE detective that they were playing with gun and my son shot himself. The oldest lie in history. I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVED HE WAS MURDERED.
MOBILE ALABAMA POLICE DEPARTMENT IS THE WORST My son Timothy Jr. Birthday is September 21. He is 21 years old NOW.

Comment by Jane P on February 18, 2014 at 6:25pm

 "its better to die that live through this"

this is how I feel all the time.

this is not living.

I can't wait to leave this "sorry earth".

Comment by Lynn Williams on February 18, 2014 at 3:46pm

Such beautiful primrose Connie. Your garden looks great. I have a few months before my primrose appear. It is snowing again here in VT as if 2 feet isn't enough already. All of us seem to be in the same place emotionally today. My love to all, thank god we have each other to hold on to.

Comment by Davi Burford on February 18, 2014 at 3:30pm

So sweet Connie thank you its beautiful

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