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Comment by Brett Bowman on June 1, 2018 at 2:50pm

I do understand. It's my birthday today and friends have been great. I'm going out to dinner tonight. I just miss my mom so much. On my last birthday that we shared together, even from her bed she ordered a birthday cake for me and had someone pick up a present. The unconditional love never stopped. I just wish I could see her today.

Geez, it's hard.

Comment by Theresa on June 1, 2018 at 2:24pm

Bluebell Embrett thank you so much that meant the world to me to hear someone say what you guys did nobody understands no one

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 1, 2018 at 11:25am

I am sorry too Theresa. for the turn of events that happened leading to your Mom's death. Try not to feel badly about not being there before she passed away. You or even the doctor's could not have predicted what was going to happen, ie, cardiac arrest.

Hugs to you,

Bluebell 

Comment by Brett Bowman on June 1, 2018 at 10:43am

Theresa, something like that would be traumatizing for anyone. You had the reality of the situation rammed down your throat. I imagine that when your mom initially called you, you were worried, but you were trying to think the best. That phone call forced your emotions to turn on a dime.

I am so sorry. 

Comment by Avi on June 1, 2018 at 7:33am

It is 6 PM in India and I am about to reach my home to be with my father for couple of days.

Theresa, you too have a nice day.

Comment by Theresa on June 1, 2018 at 5:15am

I wanted to post last night when I got in bed but my phone was on the charger, I was hoping that if I posted something I would not cry but it hits me at night.

I think about the call I got from the hospital that she was in full CA and after that I can't remember, but I cry.

Well everyone have a good day

Comment by Avi on May 31, 2018 at 10:38pm

Thanks Brett. Will check if i need to try those. 

I agree with the dreams. Till now the dreams with my mom have not been great. 

Comment by Brett Bowman on May 31, 2018 at 10:24pm

Avi, try a powdered form of Magnesium Citrate, and a small amount of melatonin before bed. Mix the Magnesium is a cup of warm water.

Martha, I agree with Theresa. I would love to have a dream about my mom where I felt like she was truly present. The only dreams I have had about her have been very sad.

Comment by Avi on May 31, 2018 at 9:31pm

Yesterday I played badminton for 1 hour and totally exhausted but still could not sleep well. 

I hope it improves in coming days.

Going to my hometown today for the weekend.

Comment by Theresa on May 31, 2018 at 5:00pm

Martha, I could only wish.   I would love to see her in my dreams.

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