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Comment by BLUEBELL on June 9, 2018 at 3:30pm

Emotional event today. I am going to a Celebration of Life party for my sister's husband. Tears are normal at a time like this. I am going to do my best not to fight them or fight any laughter I feel when sharing memories with others.

Bluebell

Comment by Brett Bowman on June 8, 2018 at 4:29pm

Avi, I know that feeling. That's why I say sometimes that I can only be so happy. I could be having the best day in the world but at some point I am going to remember that my mom is gone. I think it will get better for you. I just don't know when. Just keep moving.

Comment by Avi on June 8, 2018 at 2:05pm

Hi Guys

Posting late at night from India. I went to an office party and tried to do whatever is expected from an employee. Drink, dance, meet lot of people but at the end feels a great void created by my mother's death.

I wish things will improve in future.

Good night all. 

Comment by Brett Bowman on June 8, 2018 at 2:19am

I saw something on the Discovery channel once that was fascinating. It was a clinical test. There were two men. The first man was told to focus completely on the second man. The second man was asked to keep his mind as blank as possible. The test was shown through a FLIHR camera. You could see energy leaving the first man and surrounding the second man. It makes you aware of how a person's energy could impact another person. If you are around someone who is always negative, that may actually impact the way you feel.

I'm talking about something different though. Is it possible that external forces (like our moms) could possibly impact our home environment? Is it possible that we can still feel their presence this way?

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 8, 2018 at 1:51am

I have read some things similar to what you are talking about Bret, so you are not the only one who has speculated about it. But like you, I do not know for sure and am not a true believer. But I am also not discounting them as being true.

Bluebell

Comment by Brett Bowman on June 8, 2018 at 1:24am

I like the way sage smells, too. One thing I have always found interesting is that if you look at someone through thermal imagery, obviously there is something going on beyond just body heat. But I really don't know much about it. I think that we create positive or negative energy, but it's also possible that it could come from external forces, whatever they may be.

PS: I have no idea what I am talking about here. Just speculating.

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 8, 2018 at 12:45am

I took the advice of a friend who is spiritual and also has deep religious beliefs. I got some sage smudge spray to help with clearing negative energy in the house and used it. I figured it would not hurt and I liked the way it smelled.

Bluebell

Comment by Brett Bowman on June 8, 2018 at 12:22am

That's an interesting thing to post, Avi. The lady who bought my mom's house told me that she could feel a strong sense of love in that house. There is no doubt that energy is real. And I have wondered the same thing. I don't know if the energy that surrounds me here is positive or negative. I feel so low but there is a lot of love in my heart as well.

Comment by Avi on June 8, 2018 at 12:07am

I am also going for a small party today in my office. Sometimes it helps. 

Also last night I really felt that there were few energies at my home not sure if positive or negative but I was feeling something. 

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 7, 2018 at 10:54pm

Wise words Avi. Thank you.

Bluebell

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