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Comment by Julie Dolsey-Weiss on September 7, 2009 at 9:53pm

Angela,
Thank you for such kind words. At least I do not feel disloyal cause I feel numb/shock right now. Mom was a wonderful person who suffered so much. She would want me to be happy and I want to be. So I am going to live my life as much and fully as possible.

Comment by Angela Beaver on September 7, 2009 at 9:52pm

I really dont enjoy anything anymore. Its a fight to get out of bed, a fight to sleep, a fight to put any kind of effort into any relationship. I feel like im losing it all.

Comment by Angela Beaver on September 7, 2009 at 9:51pm

Julie
I have been numb for 5 months, now the deep pain has set in. Now i fight every day just to keep my self alive. The pain is overwelming, and i dont know if it gets better. I know what you mean about annv. Every month around the 15th i feel even more alone. Im really sorry to hear about your mom, Just remember we are all here for you.

Comment by Julie Dolsey-Weiss on September 7, 2009 at 8:04pm

Anybody did you feel numb or stunned or in shock? Is it normal to feel this way and for how long? Today it is 3 weeks since mom died. I just realized a couple of hours ago that it was Monday and I was dreading Monday, now I realize why.

Comment by Julie Dolsey-Weiss on September 7, 2009 at 8:02pm

Michelle my heart truly goes out to you. I was lucky to have my mom for 46 years and we had 3.5 years of living together and I took care of her needs. There were times when I wanted my own place and felt overwhelmed but Never like this. We talked alot everyday and she was the first person I called when My dad died, they were divorced. She helped me go through college and I will graduate and she will not be here. I too wish she were here and I miss talking to her....You will miss your mom always and me I am in the shocked stage. Today it is 3 weeks!

Comment by Michelle Julian on September 7, 2009 at 7:44pm

I lost my mom 12 years ago and there is not a day that I don't miss her or wish she was here. Some days I wonder what my life would have been like if she didn't die. Would I be the same person that I am today? But because of what happened I know that one day I will be able to help others whom have gone through losses like mine, and that alone I know would make her so very proud of me. I wish that she was here with me now. There is so much that I want to talk to her about. :'(

Comment by Julie Dolsey-Weiss on September 7, 2009 at 2:04am

How have you been coping? What do you do? The things I used to enjoy like tv do not bring me the joy i used to have. I am not enjoying my time alone! But most of the time I feel nothing but emptiness, am I crazy or uncaring? I am very anxious!

Comment by Angela Beaver on September 6, 2009 at 9:55pm

ya i cant sleep. It hard to focus

Comment by Julie Dolsey-Weiss on September 6, 2009 at 9:22pm

This site has been a life line for me along with my love. Do you feel restless unable to sleep no matter what you do?

Comment by Angela Beaver on September 6, 2009 at 7:26pm

Thank you. It is really hard. I seem to be doing alittle better today. Im so glad i found this site

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