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Comment by Douglas on September 5, 2018 at 1:45am

I am so sorry everyone.

You know, it is amazing what can bring on memories and therefore grief. I see places DAILY where my Mom and Dad went and near where WE lived and I STILL would be living if my siblings hadn't overruled me and sold the house that I loved SO much! I know I could not afford it, but we could have worked SOMETHING out! That's a whole other story.

But I am an extremely sentimental person and I remember dates, times, locations and everything. I am glad to be here because there are a lot of happy memories. Yet, I feel so lonely here! Only one aunt living here. It is me and my beautiful  female Black Labrador Retriever, who my Mom loved SO much and I do too! I am also facing serious financial issues, which is causing more depression. Most days I do not want to get out of bed. I am tired of all this! Yet, I thank God for my dog and all I have!

Comment by Brett Bowman on September 4, 2018 at 10:59pm

I sure miss my mom, too. It's so easy to close my eyes and imagine that this has all been a dream, that my mom is fine, but that's not reality. 

Avi, I'm sorry that you missed out on a promotion. I know that would have been a positive step forward. I can only imagine how hard it is for your dad.

Comment by Avi on September 4, 2018 at 12:40pm

Hi All,
I hope you all are doing great. The last couple of days were not great. I missed a mom a lot, see my father live a silent life, feels without energy, missed on a promotion opportunity etc.

Guilt is immense of not doing enough for my mother. I hope to find peace one day and meet her

Comment by Avi on September 3, 2018 at 6:36am

Hi Luisa, 

I understand your words and agree that it is not easy to believe that she is not here with us. 

Daily I miss her and feel terrible that she is not with me. I talk to her pic but I know I will never get response. 

Comment by Luisa Salter on August 30, 2018 at 2:50pm

Hi everyone. It’s been 6 months or so since I posted. I lost my Mom a year ago today, to lung disease. It doesn’t seem like it’s been a year. It’s hard to get used to not having her here. I want to call her and tell her what’s happening in my life. I want to see her face and hug her. I want her to be able to see my daughter grow up. I have to believe that some of her energy still visits me.
The process of letting go of her things has been very slow. A month or so ago my brother and I started going through boxes, and we went back to her storage unit for the first time since she passed. Many of her things I don’t need but they are all that I have left of her in the physical world and I don’t want to let them go, I’ve learned to be ok with that.
I miss her so much, every day.

Comment by Avi on August 29, 2018 at 9:55am

Briana, thanks for sharing this. It really helped. 

Comment by Briana Wroten on August 29, 2018 at 7:55am

I was having a rough weekend thinking about and missing my Mother a little more than normal. An amazing friend of mine found this for me knowing it was exactly something Mom would tell me now if she could. 

Comment by Theresa on August 29, 2018 at 7:23am

Bluebell, I'm right there with you, I miss here everyday and some days I cry my eyes out.

Comment by Theresa on August 28, 2018 at 5:29am

Hi Avi

Hanging in there just dreading the though that winter is coming here soon, I love summer.

Most definitely God walks right behind us always.  I remember a poem saying why God is it when I walk on the beach in the sand I see only one pair of footprints which are mine, if you are always with me, and God responded it is because I am carrying you my friend.

Comment by Avi on August 27, 2018 at 10:24pm

Hi All, 

How you all are doing. 

BlueBell how are you now?

Yesterday was a hectic day at office and when I reached home I missed my mother like anything. I was watching a Bollywood movie in which a blind kid gets help from somebody every time he is in problem and he feels that it is God who is taking care of him. 

Do you feel that God does take care of us? If yes, then can we assume that everything is planned by the almighty and I have little or no control on my situations?

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