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Comment by Maddy on May 17, 2013 at 2:54pm

I hit 31 weeks pregnant today - 9 weeks or so to go. I am so excited to be a mom and meet my little boy. However....I am so sad that my mom won't be here to meet her first grandchild. I am torn apart inside thinking about it. And today I had the worst thought....my baby is due July 19th and I have this feeling he will come early because if he is like his mama he is impatient; and I just had this horrible thought today that what if he is born on the 15th (the 4 month anniversary of my mother's passing)?? If I go into labor around that date I am going to cross my legs really tight! I dread the 15th of every month - it's just a painful reminder.

Comment by praxy on May 17, 2013 at 11:07am

Thank you Michael.

Comment by michael sandoval on May 17, 2013 at 10:58am

Dear Praxy,

My deepest Condolences to you and your family.  God Bless.

Mike

Comment by praxy on May 17, 2013 at 10:41am

She had just come to visit me in the US and died very suddenly due to pneumonia, all in 3-4 days....now I have to go to my home country, to the house where I grew up in, to help my dad with her stuff around the house....I am so dreading going there....don't know how I am going to handle being there

Comment by praxy on May 17, 2013 at 10:37am

I kno exactly how it feels...m mom passed away very suddenly a little over a month ago. I am so used to talking to her at any free moment...like right now, its 10.30 in the morning and I still haven't gotten out of bed....I miss her so much

Comment by Maddy on May 17, 2013 at 9:43am

Yes it's just an awful feeling. I instinctively wanted to pick up the phone and talk to her about the latest plot development in the show.....and then it was like a kick to the stomach when a second later I remembered that I couldn't. I ended up in tears with my husband trying to comfort me by asking me to tell him the newest plot line. (Even though he doesn't watch the show.)

Comment by Emily on May 16, 2013 at 7:47pm

Maddy-I feel that way whenever I read a book my mom would be interested in or see something on the news she would be interested in, so I know how you feel.

Comment by Maddy on May 16, 2013 at 6:38pm

I am having a sad day today. I was watching a television show that my mom used to watch also and we would always talk about it together. After the show was done I had this overwhelming urge to call her and talk about the show.....but I can't. It hurt alot.

Comment by Mary on May 15, 2013 at 6:47pm

Maybe it is just the day..I've not really broken down and cried for a while now, but I did today.  I have my moms laptop and had to do an update and found a picture of her and I just broke down crying.  It's been about 14 months now and I've done really well, but that just took back to wanting to be able to hug her again.

Comment by Maddy on May 15, 2013 at 5:01pm

Hi Melissa,

I understand. Strangely enough, today is also the 2 month anniversary of my mother's death. She died on March 15th. I was definitely more emotional today. My mother was only 54 and she died in a very sudden, tragic and senseless manner.

Your mother's birthday will be hard for you. Some of the best advice I was given was to recognize that certain dates are going to be harder and to do your best to prepare for them as best you can.

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