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Comment by Monica on March 25, 2016 at 6:53pm

Theresa i am soo very sorry for your loss. I wish i had some great comfort to offer, but sadly I too will have all the firsts without my Mother and i have no direction. I sorely feel your sorrow. I will surely light an extra candle this Easter, your Birthday, oh how hard that must be for you. . I know she will be with you in spirit.I often convince myself that Mothers will always be near their children, and will never truly leave their side. Less the hugs, the kisses, support and unconditional physical reassurance only Mothers offer.....thats the hardest.

Comment by Theresa on March 25, 2016 at 6:08pm

So this will be the first year of everything without my mom..........

This Sunday, Easter Sunday is my Birthday, without my mom.......

Comment by Monica on March 25, 2016 at 5:56pm

20weeks and 3 days since i lost my mother. Here comes Easter and another first without my beloved Mother. I am always crying. Either on the inside, or out,,,it never stops. .The shock is still visits me daily and just tears me apart. Oh how i miss her. She taught me everything except how to live without her. I feel like such a lost orphan. Vulnerable to everything she had always protected me of.

Comment by Seb on March 24, 2016 at 12:53pm

It's now been six months since I lost my beautiful mother and it still feels like yesterday. There is not a day that goes by where I don't cry and miss her. She was my best friend and I am completely lost and lonely without her. My friends tell me I should go one anti-depressants but I don't want to go this route. She was my world and I don't think trying to numb this with tablets is going to help as I fully expect to feel like this for a long time. She was my whole world so it stands to reason that she would leave a hole this size. All that is getting me through is the hope that I will see her again someday. I find no joy in anything anymore and everything I do reminds my of her as we were always together. I know I don't need her to survive but I miss her so badly that it physically hurts and I find everything difficult without her. The longest I was ever away from my mom was for two weeks and I am 33 years old. I would never change how close we were but I feel like my worlds collapsed because I cant talk to her. I have been on here for a while but I've never written anything before. I know how lucky I am to have had her in my life for so long but I just can't seem to work out what to do now she's gone. What do you do? I am just lost. Everybody thinks Iam coping as I go to work, look after my dad and appear to be ok - they have no idea. I worry about my dad now like a crazy person and I find it hard as I can't talk to him or my brother about my mom as they deal with it differently to me and don't want to.My thoughts go out to all of you because you can never imagine this loss until it happens to you. I am just glad sites like this exist so at least we know we are not alone.  xx  

Comment by Theresa on March 19, 2016 at 6:10am

This year my birthday is on Easter, that is a once in a lifetime event.  My mom would be so happy.  I will go to church and sit in the same spot she did each day.  My heart still aches, but she used to say to me we all have to go home one day......

Comment by Megan on March 14, 2016 at 10:09am

Thinking of you all. Xx

Comment by Janet on March 14, 2016 at 8:51am

You are not alone Theresa its only been 4 months for me and I feel I miss her more now than when it happened. My mum was in so much pain towards the end that it was a relief when she slipped away but that relief was very short lived. Im having a hard time living with the guilt of telling mum in last moments that it was ok to go she would be able to dance again. Its like i gave up on her i didnt watching a loved one suffer like that was killing me right to the quick but id no sooner said and she was gone. Its so damn hard filling trying to the gap which i never will.

Comment by Theresa on March 13, 2016 at 7:32pm

Just wanted to see how everyone is doing, no one has posted for a few days.   I am so lonely without my mom, she was my world.  I am trying to live my life as she has told me to, but its not the same without her in it.  I just can't believe its been three months, I look at her picture that I have on my phone and it seems like forever since I saw her or heard her voice.  In my opinion this is the most difficult time that I have ever had in my entire life.......

Comment by charity wolf on March 6, 2016 at 4:48pm

Thank you lovely people for sharing your love and pain....my heart is with you all.

Comment by Janet on March 6, 2016 at 4:27pm

I can relate Sundays can be very long days. For mothers day here today I did buy a bunch of flowers and left them at my mums best friends back door as her son doesnt realise how lucky he is to still have her and took my plant pot up to the grave. I talk to Mum constantly and asked her for a sign. When i got out the car at home a white feather was on my passenger seat...so Ive cried plenty tonight. One day at a time Theresa sometimes its one hour at a time. Ive said it before and will say it again our grief is do hard cause we them loved so much. X

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