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Comment by Gregory on August 29, 2016 at 3:11pm

Does it get better?  I just passed my 5th month and the pain is just as it was the day she passed.  I am so lost.

Comment by David B on August 29, 2016 at 1:36pm

Mom I miss you more than I can put into words, I wish you would come to me in my dreams and assure me everything is going to be ok. I love Mom....

Comment by Rachel Lynn Schuler on August 24, 2016 at 5:14pm

I'm missing my mom terribly, i know time heals but its a hurt that never goes away...certain things remind me of her, and its very hard....i wish she were still here....i just love her....im thankful for the memories of her

Comment by Theresa on August 21, 2016 at 5:27pm

Hi everyone

I just made it through the 8th month since my mom passed, I miss her so much.

Very difficult year for me, and December with be even harder, lost both mom and and dad in December. 

So I continue to live my life, it is just not the same without her to talk to ten times a day.....I pray to God for strength and cry everyday.

 

 

Comment by Caroline Guy on August 18, 2016 at 6:27pm

I dreamed of my mom as a sad lonely spirit creating holes in my walls and water swelling in my ceiling. I was terrified. I hope it was only my subconscious and her telling me how sad and lonely she is.

Comment by Leila on August 18, 2016 at 6:11pm

My mom visited my dreams last night. She gave me a big hug and told me how much I love her. I held on to her as long as I could. She was wearing an outfit she wore frequently when she was alive. I didn't ask her how heaven is, because both times I've asked her she's disappeared. I hardly ever see her in my dreams. I would dream of her hugs every night if I could. It's been 16 months and I still miss her so much!

Comment by Theresa on August 16, 2016 at 3:53pm

Rachel

How long has it been?

Comment by Rachel Lynn Schuler on August 16, 2016 at 12:14pm

hi everyone im doing ok, im missing my mom, certain movies or things remind me of her and its not easy,its a pain that never goes away....i hope one day it wont bother me....much love to all of you....things will get easier as time goes on

Comment by Lindsay on August 16, 2016 at 8:31am

Thank you - it really is helpful knowing I am not alone and that there are people who truly understand what I am going through. I also ask "where are you?"...often. The only thing that seems to be bringing me any peace at this point is that she is leaving me pennies. She is also leaving them for the people who have really come through for me at this time (my fiance and a couple of very close friends). I have found around 10 at this point. my daughter found one lone penny in the (tall) grass in our backyard and she was delighted because she also believes they are from her. Another story that brought a smile and some tears... my dear friend from work lost her Mom who she was also very close with 13 years ago. We talk all the time about our experiences and she's mentioned, in sadness, that in 13 years she has never gotten any "sign" or seen her in her dreams. My mom (she is convinced too) has been leaving her pennies as well. She had surgery yesterday (all is well thankfully) and she texted me after that while she was "out" her mother and my mother sat beside her and held her through the process. The room was VERY bright. She woke up feeling so peaceful and convinced that they are together and looking after us. There was also a rainbow directly over our house a couple of weeks ago and I was lucky enough to have one dream where we hugged and she was smiling. She looked SO happy (there were no words said and it was a really quick dream). I am desperately trying to look at these things as positives to keep me going day to day without going insane. The hole is just so enormous and some days it feels like just too much to handle. I know it would make my Mom so sad to see me this way. I was her everything (as was my brother (thought their bond wasn't as strong) and my daughter). I want so much to feel some happiness again. Hopefully someday.. 

Hugs to all of you who are going through this or the like. I wouldn't wish this on anyone, ever. 

Comment by Theresa on August 16, 2016 at 8:00am

Wow Caroline

I don't have any dreams of my mom.

I wish I did....

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