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Comment by Theresa on February 26, 2017 at 1:43pm

I have a lot of anger in me also, but not at my family, my m in law

totally dissed my moms death, she didn't even bother to call and say how are you.

So what comes around goes around.

Karma

Comment by BLUEBELL on February 26, 2017 at 10:03am

My grief over the loss of my Mom is just too fresh right now. I do not want to deal with a lot of conflict. I appreciate you asking me to be your friend, but I would not be doing you or myself any good. God bless you and know that he loves you and will never abandon you.

Bluebell

Comment by BLUEBELL on February 26, 2017 at 9:50am

Jane, I am just not sure I could handle your anger. Maybe down the road i can, but not right now. Please try to understand.

Comment by Jane on February 26, 2017 at 9:44am

BLUEBELL sent you a friend request.. would love to talk privately.  My posts are not private anywhere on the forum, my sister finds me everywhere and so does her daughter... I am in a prison of abandonment... until I simply don't care anymore.. just not there yet.

Comment by BLUEBELL on February 26, 2017 at 9:42am

Yea. I stupidly thought I could share my grief about my Mom's death with one of my brothers. I just ended up getting hurt. He just does not get it. I envy he is moving on so quickly. 

Bluebell

Comment by Jane on February 26, 2017 at 9:35am

I'm okay, just sick of it and pissed.  Tired of being treated like shit.. and being controlled.  Can't talk on the internet cause my sister and niece will find it, and abandon me more!!!  I hang on to the hope that one day they will talk to me.. so I can't vent about the current hurt, because then it will add to their abandonment days!!  Can't talk to family cause it will get back to them and then they will abandon me more. Some day I just get sick of it!!  I get tired of being controlled by the abuse of abandonment.  Don't worry I won't hang myself in front of their house, I won't give them the power to laugh at me for the rest of their life saying I was the crazy one.  Some days I just need to vent, and it's hard, cause I know they stalk me on the internet and build up and pile up more and more excuses why they don't talk to me and never will.  Some days it' just hard to realize the people you loved your entire life.. and the people you thought loved you was nothing but a lie :(

Comment by BLUEBELL on February 26, 2017 at 9:29am

Jane? Are you okay?

Comment by BLUEBELL on February 26, 2017 at 9:17am

You are scaring me Jane. Do you have a plan to kill yourself? If so, go to the nearest hospital and save your life. You are worth it.

Bluebell

Comment by Jane on February 26, 2017 at 8:59am

oh wait, they won't find me in my garage, because they would have to visit me for that... haven't visited me for years and I live 2 miles away.  Perhaps I should hang myself from their tree in front of their front window... give them the final goodbye.

Comment by Jane on February 26, 2017 at 8:56am

I hope they are laughing when they find me hanging in my garage

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