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Comment by Gregory on June 28, 2017 at 10:55am

Lost is a good term to use.  I'm facing life events without the pleasure of picking up the phone and asking my Mom for advice. 

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 28, 2017 at 10:30am

I know. It is tough to come to terms with. And I do not know what healthy grieving is. I have never experienced anything like this before. It is so deep and seems so complicated.

Bluebell

Comment by Joy on June 27, 2017 at 11:00am

I feel the same way Bluebell. Life seems so meaningless without that important woman in my life. Sometimes I feel as if I'm going to go crazy with grief over my mom. I just wonder how in the world am I supposed to go on and she's not here anymore.

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 27, 2017 at 8:08am

Bad day. I feel so lost without my Mom. I feel like nothing without her. She has been one of my anchors my whole life. Now I just feel adrift.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on June 25, 2017 at 5:51am

Tina I am so sorry for your loss, I don't think there is anything more difficult than the loss of a mother

Joy I feel the same way, in the morning I awake anxious, it has taken a toll on my body.

 

Comment by Joy on June 25, 2017 at 12:30am

I visited my mom and dad's graves today. My dad's been gone almost 15 years, but my mom's death is still fresh as she's only been gone five weeks. Visiting their graves is somewhat comforting, but I shed a lot of tears when I go to visit. 

I sometimes have panic attacks especially in the mornings because it dawns on me that mama is no longer in the house with me. The house feels so empty and void of life now. Maybe I will sell my house eventually, but just trying to get through each day.

Comment by Tina on June 25, 2017 at 12:00am

Struggling with the loss of my mother. I work a full time job, which is some what stressful. Just my husband and a ton of pets here. I just feel lost and miserable without my mom.
About my Loss:
My mom passed away in January from cancer. She had not felt well for awhile and thought she had pneumonia. When she didn't get better we spent 13 hours at the ER to be told she had lung cancer and acute leukemia. She spent a week in the hospital and the results came back and the ER doctor was correct. She was not strong enough for chemo, so she is turned over 16 treatment with radiation. This made her extremely weak. The doctors dropped the ball and didn't order a pet scan, so we didn't know that her cancer had spread to her brain, liver and pancreas. They didn't listen to her and thought she was just depressed. The nightmare began on November 29th and she passed away January 19th. Had we known, hospice would have been called in and the end would have been more comfortable for her. I shed so many tears during this time, because I could not get her to eat and I would get so upset and so would she. I pushed her so hard to fight this and I felt so alone. Trying to help her and work. Now I feel angry, depressed and so lost without my mother. I feel like I failed her.

Comment by Theresa on June 23, 2017 at 6:16pm

i just past the one and a half year mark and my mom's birthday would be next week she would've been 94 I've been having a bad week I guess that happens I just miss her so much
I feel so all alone.

Comment by Joy on June 23, 2017 at 11:40am

It's been a month since I buried mama. The world seems surreal to me now that she's gone. I love her so much. I refuse to use the past tense because to me love never dies.

I know grief is a process, but one I'd rather not have to go through which is ridiculous since we all die eventually. I lost my dad 15 years ago and I grieved hard for him as well, but it didn' even come close to the sorrow I feel over losing mama. She and I were very close, up until three years ago, wherever I went, you could be sure that mama was right there with me. I lost my sidekick.

Mom's are special and the void mama left is like the Grand Canyon. I'm just living one day at a time and it's been tough.

Comment by Theresa on June 18, 2017 at 5:22am

No you do not need a push, in time you will carry on.

Life will go on and you will adjust to the new one, but at your own pace.

I think about my mom every single day and night and its been 1 1/2 yrs., she was my everything and I miss her every minute.

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