I wonderfully dream with my husband real often. Last night's dream was so much more real than others. It was wonderful and sweet. I felt his real presence.Happy times, as the ones we both had before his passing. It lasted long. I was happy again. I had a purpose, I was cared for, I was protected, I was loved. Never did I wanted to leave that dream.

However, when waken up this morning by my 2 year old son, reality kicked in so harshly. My heart ached so much and still does. It is an undescribable pain. Pain to know that I will never see him anymore, "Only in My Dreams". Reality hits me straight into my heart and is breaking me down, once again!

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