I am ready to give up. I miss my family and with mother's day tomorrow, it will be hard on my mom for it will be 2 months since her mom, my grandmother passed away. All I want for mother's day is to be with my kids and my mom. I have not seen my mom in 4 years cause I can't afford to go home and if i even talk about my family I get yelled at. I am in a bad relationship, I thought I was ready but know that I am not for I still miss my husband. But this person I am with is very controlling. I can't go anywhere without him, if I do I am watched by his friends and all. I can't even go back to school for I get accused of cheating. I don't go anywhere or talk to anyone with him. I have no where else to go but the streets and that is looking better and better everyday. I can't even see my own child and grandchild except for once a month. I don't know what to do or turn to. If he knew I was doing this it would hit the fan. I was going to go to the local workforce place to get help with a job and all, but I came down very sick and very dehydrated were I don't have no strength or anything to do anything. I don't know if he is doing something to make me feel so ill or weak. He has friends in the police force, coast guard and all that will help him hide whatever wrong he does. what can i do?